Ms April bad luck ?

April, angels set their journey home.
Jiran depan rumah, the old hardworking lady meninggal because of lung infection. Paru-paru jadi putih and i knew it accidentally cause i happen to call my sister when she was on the memorial mass. Today online and i found out that our beloved Tekniken's teacher, arwah cikgu Muji Abdullah got stroke and died on 1 o'clock in the morning. Condolence for the lost.

April, the test from above.
This morning, a friend told me that my cousin (Ipg Sarawak) involved in accident like few weeks ody and injured her jawbone. Seriously i'm shocked cause haven't heard of it. So i call my sis again for confirmation. She said yes, it is. But the plot doesn't end there. From my sis, i'm informed that this time my youngest uncle (my mum's lil bro) hilang kawalan kereta, 3x terbalik then masuk gaung. That time he is otw to Apin-apin for our family meeting. Thanks God nothing happen but he still urged for medical checkup. And my cuzzy just text me not to worry cause she is getting well.

"God, i pray for the safety and recovery. God, please protect my family the way you've done to me"

April, the calm after storm.
We get back to normal. Thank you dear. When i said we need to re-think about our relation, i'm wrong and i learnt my lesson. ILY. elvislays2013April.

Zivilia, thanks for the song

"When you're happy, you enjoy the music. When you're sad, you understand the lyrics".

AISHITERU 3

Begitupun aku, maafkan yang
selalu kasar marah padamu
meski tak lagi ada kata
cinta terucap, sekedar basa-basi
tapi hatiku masih milikmu, milikmu

Cemburu tanda cinta, marah tandanya sayang
kalau curiga itu karena ku takut kehilangan
kalau dekat bertengkar, kalau jauh ku rindu
jadi serba salah, buatku dilema
tapi aku selalu aishiteru

Click here for full lyric

# Sorry dear. I keep confusing myself. I knew u try hard. But sometimes, it's hard to explain when me myself doesn't have the exact answer. The worst part is, i don't know what actually i want and what i didn't. Sorry :'-( elvislays2013

The ♥ of March 2013

Betul la orang cakap kan. Di 'mana' bukan soal, yang penting, dengan 'siapa' kita berada. Honestly, cuti kali ni di Keningau betul-betul memorable. Banyak jalan, jumpa kawan, makan. Lol. Kalau gini, tiap2 pbs saya balik. :-D

PBS 18-22 Mac di Sk Tuarid Taud, Keningau. Best jugak, banyak ni cerita best & pengalaman baru. Mungkin my previous pbs lebih tertumpu di prasekolah jadi bila kali ni dapat 'menyibuk' di sr tu memang suatu yang baru. Okay, this school ada blog tersendiri. Blog Sk Tuarid Taud . Check it out. Hari pertama perkenalkan diri. Lol.

My pbs-mate pun sporting je semua. Ecy, liss, ever, fera, syl, han, fie. Sayang kamu ! Kisah kita : #school, #bunsit, #bbq, #accident, #dinner, #loveline? Haha. Jangan pernah melupakan. :-')

Then two days p Nabawan @ Kg. Mosopoh. Nyaman dengan airnya yang sejuk. Satu je, line phone tak berapa nak okay. Jadi anggap saja anda sedang menjalani program BIG dengan slogannya 'putus hubungan dengan dunia luar' temporary.

Persamaan bunsit & mosopoh ? Dua-dua ada jambatan gantung. Hee Best ! #nicefamily, #cutebaby, #steamfish, #bukit, #party. Tq Ecy. Next time boleh ka sy datang lagi?  :-P

Family of mine semua okey & sihat walafiat. Cuma macam kurang masa untuk diluangkan bersama. Apa tidak, cuti sakan berjalan sana sini. It's K. Bulan lima pulang lagi bah. Don't worry. Hee.

#Have a blessed Easter Vigil

Belated Valen

Seriously this time no idea whats good to be save as 2013 valen pressie. I've been thinking about something simple, sincere and affordable. Uhm... Think, think and think. Finally, after so many thoughts, brought lolli and shirt for el by the previous holiday trip @Malacca. 

Lollipop? Em.. girls really heart those things but i'm not sure if guys feel the same. Will he like it or maybe find it childish? Although I wonder about the reaction, i'm anticipating. Symbolically, our relation is a bit whirl sometimes with misunderstanding, worries and love sickness just like the Loli's pattern. But i hope the whirl that we're having bring us to the real mean of love in sweet, fun and memorable ways.

Then, it happened to buy him shirt by soda. I can't really remember how many times buying shirts for hub. For my assurance, he haven't wear any of them yet. :-( Each time i ask, he said he doesn't fit the shirt. Either too big or too small. Frankly speaking, i'm kinda sad cuz deep inside, i feel like he doesn't like the shirt i've choose and doesn't get along with the fashion vision of mine. I hope this time will be effective. 

I'm not mad. ^^ Wrap 1.

Final product

I feel like i'm actually was on my final year project, putting my best effort until the final product sealed. And finally, got it posted to Sarawak yesterday by pos laju after a lots of troublesome stuff. That day Ngam-ngam so many people also want to poslaju their barang while i got taxi waiting for me outside. I thought it will be just for couple of minutes. Okay, so i que. Then when i'm actually on the counter, the officer tell me to refill the new form, coz i'd wrongly wrote down the address of sender and receiver. I'm about to cry but thanks God, finish my fyp :-p. ELVJ, if you're reading this someday, be mine. ;-*

2013 ;-)

#Happy birthday elvj. <#jHellooo 2013, hello all. Its been a while since the last blog bout the past november's birthday, :-) and it is already January now! Got frustrating problem to reach my own blog cuz goggle chrome detected malware on it - preventing me to do updates. Thnx god, mozilla can still open this, keeping those memories alive. Those pictures and stories behind it. I don't want to lose either 'them' or bungakeningau. :-(

After thousands rumors abouts doomsday, glad that there are still 'year' after 2012. What a relief. Guess its time to make new resolutions!

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

#1 Studies
- Punctual
- Higher pointer this sem

#2 Social
- Seeding a long term of friendship
- Make time for Church, rosary etc

#3 Families
- Be closer to them
- To contribute something valuable+love+sincere

#4 Serious wishes for self
Love- Bring it to the next level :-D
Money - Save $ into asb
Health - towards excellent

2012, thank you for all the joy, sorrow and tears that shoved me into the realization that this life is not about finding myself among those crowds but to create myself so i can suit into them. 2013, lets us be friend and help me to grow, success and be something that light others. :-*

21th birthday files

Genap 21th already. So grateful for this small birthday celebration at where i can call a home and cake taste yummier koz many names written on it. Sis BB(0411), Roy(1311), Lays(1611), and Lil sis Ina(2111), all are November's angels. ;-)

Cake  4 november babies. Spot me? ;P

On 16th morning, unplanned meeting with Ecy and she hand me a cute box says "sweet lovely day" on it. Just like a magical spell, suddenly my day turns to a really sweet and lovely scene especially with beloved by sides. Ecy, love the purple necklace n printed mosaic. Thankiew darl :-).

Sweet bday gift from sweet bff ecy

Grateful for this kind man, apply 1 week holiday to be here on my birthday. Touched cuz this is our very 1st to celebrate my bday together even though we already enter 3yrs of relationship.

Pressie from ♥ 

Last dinner with him

Mr n Mrs Lau

I know birthday means going  to top up numbers to your current age or in harsh word, became older. But birthday only once a year and i really want to save good memories on it. I wish to spend the next one with same person until the end of no more birth-day. ♥

Farewell Sem 8 2012

Senior sem 8 Jurusan Prasekolah

This blue in colour sis gaves me tons of preschool's books as a future reference . Thankiew. ;-)

KJ and the lectures (VVIP)

We sing, but please don't let the rain drop ok (chris+lays)

Senior Sem 8 CF (Christian Fellowship)

The blessed Se7en

Probably the last hug

Time goes, memories stay

Baby, Abang Jantom & Kecik

And we no longer have idea. Wat are we doin?

Selamat ber-posting. Take a good care. We'll owez remember and be grateful to have you as our senior. IPGKSAH 2012, memories sealed. <3